My Dream Last Night

I remembered a dream from last night. This is significant because I typically don’t, if I dream at all. I suppose I must though. It’s common knowledge that we all dream most nights. But in this case, I awoke from it—for a few seconds—and observed to myself, that’s peculiar. It’s unclear if anything happened before or after that short clip, but I promptly went back to sleep. It was a few hours after I got up that I recalled the dream.

It’s in times of heightened awareness that such recollection occurs, and there’s a clear message. The messages come in other ways, too, just as it did a few minutes ago, and I’m compelled to write about it. I was reading Rilke’s The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge when suddenly a passage popped out from the page.

But scarcely a day passes now without such an encounter. Not only in the twilight; it happens at midday in the most crowded streets, that a little man or an old woman is suddenly there, nods to me, shows me something,  and then vanishes, as though all the necessary were now done.

It was upon reading these few lines that my dream last night plucked itself out of the depths and advanced in my memory. I’m guessing it will stick with me as others of importance have remained just beneath the surface, at the ready to be called up in great visual detail, unfolding second by second, loosing the visceral response to be reviewed, reminded or having marked a passage.

Here are a couple of the latter sort from the mid-1980s that I’ve kept close and celebrated over the years.

I see myself scurrying away on a path straight through a thick dark forest. I’m wearing one of those medieval capes with its large hood on my head and carry my cat tightly in my arms. It has a fairy tale look. Suddenly, I hear loud crashing from the right, and I see a huge white stallion running through the trees at breakneck speed headed directly for me. It screeches to a halt a few feet in front of me and begins to leap over and over straight up in the air. I stand there and watch it.

It was a short time after that I began to paint again after a 10-year hiatus.

I’m in an old mansion fallen into disrepair, standing at the bottom of one of those sweeping staircases. When I look up, I realize a third of the steps had fallen away. The staircase doesn’t reach the next story.

That was a repetitive dream that lasted for some years. But finally, it shifted. The staircase reached the next story. When I got to the top of the stairs, there was a wide hall that seemed to stretch endlessly that led to other halls, stairs and unusually interesting rooms. By then I’d begun to make major changes in my life that ultimately brought me to where I am now. This dream took the other one’s place as repetitive. It still visits every several years and is always welcome.

I’ve also had dreams that play a part in admonishing me, but also acknowledge. Its tendrils extending into daylight hours with synchronicities like the one last night. My favorite involved a relationship with the playwright Eugene O’Neill.

So, my dream last night…

I’m associated in this dream, meaning in my body looking out of my own eyes. I reach into my mouth, grasp the incisor at the lower left and pull it out. I hold it up, astounded. I go over to a wall mirror—that magically appears. When I open my mouth rather than a gaping hole where the other one was, strangely, I see another tooth that must have been just behind that one plucked out. It’s already half grown.

That’s it. I can imagine its message but will be alert, engaged and experience its unfolding. I also acknowledge this one isn’t just for me but also the Collective.

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4 thoughts on “My Dream Last Night

  1. nancymaddams

    Interesting to read about your recent dream, Carla! It brought to mind the Steiner theories of dentition that I studied as a Waldorf school teacher. The changing of the teeth (second dentition) is a manifestation of a deep spiritual change in a child’s being, around the age 6-7 years( tho it’s early today). After these early years, the formative forces have completed the work of the physical body and are freed for the force that appears in the soul as thinking. Losing teeth also signifies moving from the inherited body into individuality and toward the process of developing pure thought. Are you moving into a new phase in your growth, creative thought and work?

    • I don’t know much on Steiner. I appreciate hearing what you’ve offered. Moving into some unknown territory, at least on the conscious level, fits for me. I know something is afoot and recognized validation in the dream about the tooth. There’s another essay I’ve been sitting on for several months that speaks more to that. It will likely find its way onto paper (or laptop) shortly then soon to appear here. Thanks, Nancy.

  2. Julianna Hamilton

    While I can’t comment on your dream, I noticed the picture you chose at
    the top of the column. I remember that sacred place. I do believe that there is a
    bit of jade at the bottom of that lagoon.🙂 I still dream about that place even so many
    years later.

    • Ah yes, Lake Naha. The place of the water. It still carries the mystique and I’m sure the jade, too. I’ll never tire from going there and hold it my memory when I’ve missed a year like this last one…

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